My god. I actually feel like a piece of garbage right now. I’ve been eating too much, smoking too much, drinking like a alcoholic maybe I just am.
Entertainments seem like a wall to steer away from all the things I fear while feeling obliged to deal with them. I’m not encouraged nor energized for not doing things I fancy the most.No dignity appears to my life when time elapses irreversibly in a rapid way. The sense of love is fulfilling my cardiovascular system, being unable to hold for even one second coming out from the hella of my mouth to tell her how much love I obtain for her love and caring. I need, I must get myself back to my feet. Don’t let anything including your desire for comfort throw your spirit back to dust. Face the real and don’t lose yourself in wrong planets any more. Things always change for the better again.
May my god and my love enjoy a sweet sleep.
Good night