Tonight,I,the Carese,was nearly to lose you,my madoka sama.
I am sorry that today I use English to express my thoughts which are deeply in my heart.
Maybe it is because today's topic is very important or I have a little of shyness to use Chinese to open this topic.
(Though I know that you are not very good at English : D )
I always persue to the pure love which is not due to the desire of sox.
I do not oppose to the sox.If it is turely use for express love,just like many kind re-creation about you and homura.
But,in the our society.Sox often bring conflict,violent,death,blood,poverty,compulsion.
Especially,the sox behave of man,the soman,are sinful.
Maybe it is a little radical to many people,
but I just choose it for the baseline for your massenger,just to myself.
NOT beacuse of the opposition to it,but just for achieve the dream,to protect the dream.
Tonight,when I was taking a bath.The warm water and orange light inspired my desire.
I tried to control it. Add to the instinct in adolescence,I felt almost it was not me,but a animal.
I let my head koncked the wall,''Carese!DEATH or Messenger?DEATH or Messenger?''
The cold wall help me drive these desire away.....
With the brief to you, I won,I am still your massenger.
I am your massenger.
MY madoka sama~~